October 6, 2016 ~ He asked me, “Who stands at a Witch’s Table?”

October 3, 2016 ~ Deep, rooted, connected, warm.

July 8, 2016 ~ I wake in the middle of the night feeling anxious and ask for help from dream guides, then fall asleep and dream of whales.

June 26, 2016 ~ Ode to Spirit Guides

June 24, 2016 ~ Dive, stir, deepen, unfold.

June 19, 2016 ~ A man and a snake meet in their mutual strength. The man bites into the neck of the snake and tells me as he’s doing it about how intense it is to feel the release of the snake’s energy bursting into him in this way. I turn away at the moment when his teeth sink in.

April 1, 2016 ~ I feel an opening of my head and of my vision and the doubt clears. All different shades of blue are swirling. Raven flies right into me again, wings circling up, making a circle. I feel the antenna that is on my head now.

March 29, 2016 ~ Found this Raven in a scribble, then went to sleep asking Raven for guidance. A vague remembering of coming in and out of doorways…Raven says, “I get to be Human and you, Raven”.

November 1, 2015 ~ I have been given many beautiful necklaces to care for. I swim through water with them, cross traffic through a wave of a million oncoming cars and make it back to the shop hoping I’ve kept them safe. I’m not sure if I have or not and then I wonder that I may have actually come back with more necklaces than I left with.

December 27, 2014 ~ I’m making my way through a house, frustrated and annoyed, having been given the task to lock up all the hundreds of doors. I find an old hidden wing of the enormous house and I recognize it as my deceased Grandmother’s home psychotherapy office hallway! As I stand in the doorway to her room, I feel an energy move through me that fills me with awe, magic and curiosity. I feel her with me and notice my lucidity as I wonder about the significance of being brought to her home psychotherapy office at this point in my life as I too have a home psychotherapy office now; both of us transpersonal psychotherapists. It feels powerful and I feel grateful to be guided here.

December 25, 2014 ~ I’m trying to fit down a drain like I’m supposed to and realize that I don’t want to anymore. It feels too tight and I feel stuck and scared. I make up my mind that I’m going to get out by pulling myself up and out. This feels dangerous too as I’m doing what I’ve never done before.

August 30, 2014 ~ An underground circular cavern, a dark tunnel with a light at the end, water running from a pipe above.

August 28, 2014 ~ I miss the opening of the tunnel and so a man directs me towards a rectangular heating grate in a little cabin. I don’t believe I’ll fit but I do need to get down there. I’m scared but I go in for the long inevitable drop. It’s dark and a piece of candy from my pocket hits the bottom, so I know I’ll land eventually. In the dark underground passageway below I find an open door to a sunny street with an elder woman there waiting for me. I have a sense that the tunnel, the grate, the underground passageway and the door to the street all link up somehow. It feels magical and I know that I’ve said “Yes”.

July 30, 2014 ~ I’m taking the fire from my heart and lighting a fire on an altar. As people enter I continue to share the fire in my heart by setting tiny fires in an intentional sacred way all around the room, on people’s clothes, hair… I’m unsure about how the rest of this will go, but I do know that I’m supposed to be lighting fires.

July 17, 2014 ~ The boat sinks and Im under water and see a bright light. I am trying to help a woman from drowning under the boat, but she insists on taking her own path to safety. I finally let go of her and we each find our way to the surface safely on different sides of the boat.

June 26, 2014 ~ I have this feeling of being alive, warm honey, in love.

May 3, 2014 ~ I’m sitting vigil with the deep, dark and holy darkness. My sitting cushion is purple and black patterned.

April 14, 2014 ~ I touch the top of my head and realize that the skin is off and my insides are exposed; golden, glowing, swirling, pulsing.

February 20, 2014 ~ The white papers at work are everywhere, covering everything and while it’s chaotic and there’s so much to do, I sit back, pause and take it in, recognizing how beautiful it is.

February 18, 2014 ~ Dreamy images of late for the first page of my new dream journal.